Thursday, November 30, 2017

Pruning and Praising

I will offer to You the sacrifice of thanksgiving,
And will call upon the name of the Lord.
Psalm 116:17 NKJV

As usual, God has been trying to bombard me with a message by having it be the focus of the podcasts I listen to, the devotional I read daily and the sermons at church. Don't you love it when he spells things out so obviously for us? 

So, what is this message with which he has been bombarding me?

Be grateful.

Maybe it's even more than just being grateful...

It's actually more like: 
BE FULL OF PRAISE FOR EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE, even those things that may not bring you joy right now.
The thing about God is that he never asks us to do something without understanding how difficult it is for us to do it. He KNOWS how hard it is to be grateful for our challenges. He KNOWS when we are disappointed or frightened by our circumstances. 
So it means immeasurably more to him when we are able to find enough joy in our hearts to be able to praise him in the midst of turmoil and strife.
Similar to the concept of tithing or giving God our BEST OFFERING...when we SACRIFICE our thanksgiving to him and are able to praise him THROUGH PAIN, it means SO.MUCH.MORE.

Likewise, the podcast I was listening to the other day was about when God decides to send us into a time of "decrease" and how we are to glorify him by allowing HIM to increase. 
We didn't get a raise; we didn't get a bonus; we didn't get picked for the lead roll in the musical; we didn't make honor roll; we didn't make the team; we didn't get released from the hospital; we didn't get everything in the IEP that we wanted...and we think we deserve better than THIS!
When God starts pruning, we start POUTING! 

It is critical for us to develop our ability to recognize that a season of DECREASE does NOT signify God abandoning us, rather it is God telling us that it's time to prune us back in preparation for a huge growth! 
But, we live in a society that is prone to complaining and focusing on the negative and the SCARCITY of our resources (time, money, cars, apps, benefits on our name it, we don't have enough, do we?). 

So, how do we offer a beautiful sacrifice of praise to God when we have a house full of kids with the flu, a laundry list of things to do, and a calendar full of holiday events that cost money we don't have and require food and gifts that we don't have time to make or buy?

Here are a few ideas for how to make a BEAUTIFUL SACRIFICIAL offering to God daily as we close out 2017:
  • Write a message on your bathroom mirror with dry erase marker reminding yourself to stop and pray a prayer of thanksgiving before you even get your morning coffee.
  • Keep a small notebook or journal next to your coffee pot or cereal bowl each morning and write out three praises to start your day.  It can even be, "I praise you for being God and for being in control even if I don't see or understand what's happening right now."
  • Make a pact with a friend of yours to text each other in the mornings with your praises.  Hold one another accountable, and send gentle reminders throughout the day to encourage one another to maintain an attitude of gratitude.
Can we take the time to echo the sentiments of David in Psalm 116 and really make the SACRIFICE of a (possibly painful) act of daily PRAISE and thanksgiving?

Pray:  Heavenly have given me the air that I breathe, the body that carries around my soul, and nourishment that it needs daily. For that I am truly thankful. But, most importantly, I am grateful that you have called me YOUR CHILD, and adopted me into your family through the death and resurrection of your son, Christ Jesus. I want to live a joy-filled life full of thankfulness and praise to you, Father. Amen.

~Tammie Hefty 

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

The Thanksgiving “in between”

“This is the day which the Lord has made; Let us rejoice and be glad in it.”  
Psalm 118:24 (NASB)

This Thanksgiving was a different one for our family of 5. Most of our extended family had other things going on, or lived too far to visit this Thanksgiving. We had chosen to host Thanksgiving at our home, and whomever could come, would. We were trusting that God would provide the people if we provided the hospitality.

We ended up hosting my parents and another couple for Thanksgiving. This other couple has 6 children. Our house was a happening place for the children that day, and my boys had others their age with which to enjoy the holiday. My girlie enjoyed watching them all play around her, a happy thing for her. She loves children.

For me, it felt a lot like a holiday of “in between”. Between the large family gatherings of old days and the coming large family gatherings I hope to have when my boys are grown with families of their own.

When I was a little girl, Thanksgiving was a huge gathering of my dad’s side of the family, the grandparents, all 7 brothers and sisters, and their wives and children. Lots of children, lots of adults, and lots of food. 

Then as my husband and I married, we would travel to his family for many Thanksgiving celebrations, with his grandparents, and his mom’s family. With girlie getting larger and larger, we don’t do overnight trips with her anymore.

Memories have flooded me this week with the great holidays past. The hope of joyful holidays to come has me eager in anticipation. But, my job this week was to focus on the here and now, to focus on the present, the friends and family we had joining us. 

I think that is what God asks of me in caring for my daughter as well.

Take my eyes off the past – full of medical mistakes, missed diagnosis, missed opportunities for therapy.

Take my eyes off the future – full of some scary things as she gets older, and larger, and unable to care for herself.

Focus – focus on the present, the time I have with her right now. The time “in between”

God, I thank you for the time you give me right now with my daughter. I thank you that she is fearfully and wonderfully made. I thank you that you show me what is important, and how I can bless her every day. In Jesus sweet name I pray, Amen.

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

The Light of the World

"You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven."(Matthew 5:14-16, ESV)

This past weekend we got our Christmas tree and decked out our home with all of the trimmings. After it was decorated, I looked around my house and realized that Christmas decorating is all about having the right lights. Steady lights, flashing lights, flickering candle lights, and even colored spotlights can bring such beauty to our homes, yards, parks, and churches during the Christmas season. Lights are fun and beautiful to look at.  Just looking at lights can boost our spirits, elicit strong feelings, or bring back fond memories.

In the book of Matthew, Jesus tells us that we are the light of the world. What an amazing thing to call us.  We are lights. Not just any lights, but the light of the world. Wow!

If you watch a light, a Christmas bulb, or even a candle, you will see this small object that radiates an energy and with that energy, it changes the way that you see everything around it. If the light is white, you can see everything in its glow clearly. If it is a colored light, you will see the things around it with a festive hue. A flickering candlelight will bring an ambiance to the space around it that becomes bright and then dark as the flame flickers.

When I ponder the Christmas season ahead, it is hard for me to think of being any sort of a light, much less "the light of the world." After ten years of total care for my medically fragile son, I am often tired. Being a light sounds overwhelming. I feel way too exhausted to share my light (or the small amounts of energy that I do have) with anyone. How can God be talking to me about being "the light of the world."

The Christmas season brings sensory overloads, mixed up schedules, cold and flu exposures, visits to homes that aren’t disability friendly, unwanted comments, and so many other difficult things to my life. Many holiday traditions magnify how different my family is from others and with that comes so much sadness in my heart.

My other children are school-aged and they are so easy to take to holiday events and gatherings. They are trustworthy in social situations and can mostly fend for themselves so when we go places I can enjoy myself. When we take Liam along, I am usually sweating and stressed, begging God for a very good WiFi signal so that he can calm his anxiety by scrolling through his videos. In addition to that, I am worried about hydration, dignified diaper changing spaces, and general wheelchair accessibility. On top of that, I am often fielding questions from friends, relatives, and strangers who are curious about Liam. So how on earth am I supposed to survive, much less be "the light of the world"?

"You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do people light a lamp and put it under a basket, but on a stand, and it gives light to all in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.”

On that first Christmas Eve so long ago, God sent his very own Son to earth as a baby. Because of that perfect baby, his perfect life, his death on the cross, and his resurrection, I can go to heaven someday. So can you! This gift is such a joy that I cannot help but radiate its light — even in the difficulties that this season brings.The profound nature of this gift along with the Holy Spirit in my heart, enables me to be that light to the world. When I do all of the hard things that this special-needs life brings, I can do them with a loving attitude. It is Jesus IN me that makes me the light of the world. Jesus living in my heart radiates HIS light and love into the world.

My son’s disabilities are visible and wherever we go people notice us. As they watch us, I pray that the Holy Spirit would work in me so others can see Jesus’ love. When people see us being gracious and hopeful in the face of circumstances that are difficult, they will see our Jesus shining through. This certainly doesn’t mean that we are smiling and happy all the time. Even when things are hard and we feel disappointed and overwhelmed, we pray that God would help us to keep our eternal perspective. Psalm 34:18 (NIV) tells us "
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." We are the lights of the world when we lean on our God. Even in our brokenness, our reactions share our Savior. Our God has won the victory! Through him, we are able to be "the light of the world."

Prayer: Dear Heavenly Father, In you there is no darkness at all. Please shine in my heart so that others will see your light. Take away my weary and bitter feelings and replace them with gratitude and joy in the promise of heaven. In your name, Amen.

~ Wendy Heyn

Monday, November 27, 2017

I found the perfect gift for you....and you can open it now!

"For to us a child is born,
    to us a son is given,
    and the government will be on his shoulders."
- Isaiah 9:6a, NIV -

A special needs parent's Christmas wish list is far from typical. And it mostly contains items Santa can’t manufacture at the North Pole nor fit under a tree. But I was reminded recently that my wish list has nevertheless been fulfilled.

What’s on your list, mom or dad? Do you need a peaceful night of rest? The answer to an impossible situation? Strength to move a mountain or stand in a storm? A warm, loving, non-judgmental hug? Well, here it is, just for you, and it came on Christmas morning:
"And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace." - Isaiah 9:6b (NIV)
He is all you need. Sounds simple, almost silly, but it is true. The above verse contains the promise of everything I search for all year through. Let HIM be your counselor/advisor this year, lean on HIS might and strength, know HIS fatherly adoration of you and your child, and rest in HIS peace that passes all understanding.

As the Christmas season approaches, with all of it's distractions from the actual event, please be reminded over these next 25 days that CHRIST is your own very special Christmas gift. He can provide the answer to your list of needs in this season and the coming year.  
If I could reach out to every special care-giver I know, or who reads this blog, this is the gift I would want you to have. Merry Christmas friend!
Dear Heavenly Father, Thank you that in your Son you have provided all that I require. Thank you for the prophecy of Isaiah which speaks directly into my situation these thousands of years later. Allow me to sense in a very real way, your direction, your strength, your love and your comfort. May all that Jesus' accomplished and promised, penetrate my heart this Christmas season, so that I can go into 2018 with a renewed ability to believe and receive from Him. 

Friday, November 24, 2017

Teach me to number my days... and my children

"So be careful how you live. Don't live like fools, but like those who are wise. Make the most of every opportunity in these evil days. Don't act thoughtlessly, but understand what the Lord wants you to do. Don't be drunk with wine, because that will ruin your life. Instead, be filled with the Holy Spirit, singing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs among yourselves, and making music to the Lord in your hearts. And give thanks for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ." 
-Ephesians 5:17-20, NLT

B.K., or 'Before Kids,' I loved Black Friday shopping. It was a rush to get those awesome deals, even if I had to hit the shops before the sun was even thinking about peeking over the horizon. After all, didn't my husband, whose college nickname was Furby, deserve the hottest toy of the year since it shared his name? In my early twenties, it seemed critical and totally worth the hours of searching and waiting to get my hands on that talking ball of fur. But A.K., 'After Kids,' I found myself shying away from that early morning Black Friday feeding frenzy. Every shopping trip, even when it wasn't filled with the madness of Black Friday, was a hilarious adventure that seemed more like herding cats and shepherding canaries than it did shopping with a few kiddos. And they never failed to sneak a few extra items into the shopping cart while I was busy counting heads. 

Every public encounter involves counting heads... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and 6. With or without special needs, shopping with 6 kids is definitely an adventure! Why do I count their heads? Well, because I actually like and love them and want them to come back home with me. And just like I number or count my kiddos because they are important, the Bible says in Psalm 90:12, "Teach us to number our days that we may gain a heart of wisdom" (NIV).  We number our days because they are important and we want to use them wisely.

One of the biggest deterrents to wise living is the distraction of busyness with unimportant things. Things that may seem important at the time — like the great deal on that impressive television, or that gossip you just discovered on your friend's Facebook wall, or finding every answer to every question that ever entered your mind through Google, playing with your smartphone — those things probably aren't really all that important at all. Instead of living wisely and making the most of every opportunity, we fritter away little bits of time here and there. We are distracted with meaningless busyness, foolish endeavors, and spend our time on stuff and social media. Time that we could spend investing in our relationship with Christ, our relationship with our children and spouse, and our children's relationship with Christ.

I stopped hitting the Black Friday sales years ago, when I realized how overwhelming the crowds and tension and the long lines were for my little ones with sensory processing issues, ADHD, and autism. It wasn't worth their stress or struggle just to save a few dollars. But since then, I've realized that I don't want them to see the fights breaking out over toys that will probably be broken within days of Christmas, or the long lines of waiting over something as everyday as a television. How is it that we can number our 'stuff' to be more important than our children and ourselves? Isn't that what Black Friday shows them? That stuff is far more important people?

Instead of showing my little ones the anxious frenzied Christmas shopping that takes place on Black Friday, I am convinced that I need to show my kids how to live wisely rather than foolishly chasing after toys and games and hot deals that tend to run out before the line ends. Instead of wanting for more and more, God is showing me that I need to be thankful more and more. Thankful for His presence in my daily life. Thankful that He loves my children more than I ever could. Thankful that He hears my prayers, knows our needs, and grants us hope. Paul shows us in Ephesians that we need to have such an attitude of thanksgiving, no matter what situation we are in, that it bubbles over into a heart filled with song. It's pretty hard to sing when you're jockeying for first place in line, or digging for dirt on someone on social media. It's hard to praise God when you're foolishly frittering away precious time that you can never get back.

So instead of hitting the shops on Black Friday, I'm going to hit the floor and play with my little ones before they outgrow me. I'm going to make up my mind to be thankful for the blessings that I already have that I just can't imagine going out there to chase down some more things to fill up my life. And even if it means giving up the stuff that I want, I'm going to number my days, and number my kids, and number my blessings until my heart just overflows with thankfulness this year. Will you join me, remind me, and help me as I put down my smartphone-grabbing, time frittering ways, pick up a little hand to hold instead?

Dear God,

I'm sorry for the time that I've wasted instead of living wisely and making the most of every opportunity. Please help me to number my days, and number my children, and number my blessings so that I am living wisely and lovingly. Please give me a heart of thanksgiving that overflows into song.
In Jesus name,

Amanda Furbeck

Wednesday, November 22, 2017

Ten thousand reasons

The priests then left the Holy Place. All the priests there were consecrated, regardless of rank or assignment; and all the Levites who were musicians were there—Asaph, Heman, Jeduthun, and their families, dressed in their worship robes; the choir and orchestra assembled on the east side of the Altar and were joined by 120 priests blowing trumpets. The choir and trumpets made one voice of praise and thanks to God—orchestra and choir in perfect harmony singing and playing praise to God: Yes! God is good! His loyal love goes on forever!
Then a billowing cloud filled The Temple of God. The priests couldn’t even carry out their duties because of the cloud—the glory of God!—that filled The Temple of God.
(2 Chronicles 5:13, MSG)
You might know the chorus I sang as a child:

"God is so good,
God is so good,
God is so good, he’s so good to me."

It’s one of those that’s so simple it can stay in your head and heart for days. In my memory as I write I can hear the voices of my whole family joining together unaccompanied at the end of a day together; simple to begin with, building harmonies and gusto as we continued singing with fervor, Granddad banging out the rhythm on the arm of the chair. All ages together, all of us could manage these words and get caught up in the momentum of the tune and the emotion of the heartfelt voices.

"He took my sin,
He took my sin,
He took my sin, he’s so good to me."

And in the singing peace filled me – that knowledge that everything in my life knew its rightful place in His hands. Sometimes we paused and filled in verses of our own going round the room for things we were thankful for; He helps me stand; He hears my prayer; He knows my name… of course one of us little ones always wanted to fit in something like ‘He gives me ice-cream’ too – and why not!

"Now I am free,
Now I am free,
Now I am free, he’s so good to me."

Then the song would fade and a new song of praise would begin; ‘How great is the God we adore’; ‘Great is your faithfulness’; ‘I stand amazed in the presence of Jesus the Nazarene’…

Some of those in my memory have already joined the choirs of heaven – I wonder if Granddad is still banging out the rhythm of God’s praise for that choir! – and some of us are left here to continue passing on the baton of praise to our God, drawing in the little ones, gathering the family to sing with one heart and voice that ‘God is so good’. Our voices join with the choirs of heaven, and the cry of creation. In all circumstances, in my every emotion and every breath, in my joys and sorrows, the doubts and questions, the hopes and longings ‘God is so good’. Unchanging. Ever faithful. Overflowing with reckless love. Pouring out overwhelming mercy. Emmanuel, God with us.   
  • How am I singing God’s praise in my life today?
  • What am I full of thanks for?
  • What is the choir of heaven singing?
Father, Son, Holy Spirit fill my heart with remembrance of your goodness today. Lift me to sing your praise with all the choirs of heaven full of thankfulness for who you are, and all you have done for me. Amen

Tuesday, November 21, 2017

Faith More Important Than Healing?

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One day Jesus was teaching, and Pharisees and teachers of the law were sitting there. They had come from every village of Galilee and from Judea and Jerusalem. And the power of the Lord was with Jesus to heal the sick. Some men came carrying a paralyzed man on a mat and tried to take him into the house to lay him before Jesus. When they could not find a way to do this because of the crowd, they went up on the roof and lowered him on his mat through the tiles into the middle of the crowd, right in front of Jesus.

When Jesus saw their faith, he said, “Friend, your sins are forgiven.”

The Pharisees and the teachers of the law began thinking to themselves, “Who is this fellow who speaks blasphemy? Who can forgive sins but God alone?”

Jesus knew what they were thinking and asked, “Why are you thinking these things in your hearts? Which is easier: to say, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Get up and walk’? But I want you to know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins.” So he said to the paralyzed man, “I tell you, get up, take your mat and go home.” Immediately he stood up in front of them, took what he had been lying on and went home praising God. Everyone was amazed and gave praise to God. They were filled with awe and said, “We have seen remarkable things today.”
(Luke 15:17-26, NIV)

I sometimes get asked what my views are on divine healing; whether I believe that God heals people, why he might heal one person and not another, even whether I’ve ever prayed for healing for my son James (15-years-old, Autistic, with Learning Disabilities). At a recent conference that I was speaking at, I was asked again in the context of whether it is right to pray for the healing of someone else, someone who may not have even given their consent to be prayed for, in this case a child.

A lot of questions here; big questions, big implications for them… So, here we go…

Can God heal? Yes, there are many examples in the Bible, particularly but not restricted to the Gospels, where people are healed of a wide range of conditions. The blind see, the deaf hear, those that cannot walk are able to walk again, and many more. Some of us will also have contemporary accounts of healing that we have witnessed. Not the fake healing of the TV evangelist, but genuine divine healing of someone brought about through earnest prayer. God can and does heal.

So why some and not others? Isn’t that unfair? Of course, none of us can know the mind of God… that’s not a cheap cop-out, it’s reality. Perhaps God heals some and not others because in eternal terms this is the wisest, best outcome. Perhaps by healing someone, the opportunity for others to be reached with the good news of Jesus might be lessened.

Let me give you an example of this, while at the same time answering the question about whether I’ve ever prayed for James to be healed of his Autism…

James, was 2½ when he was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Condition (ASC) and associated Learning Disability. It came as an enormous shock, and at that time of course we asked many questions; “Why our son?”, “Why our family?”, and yes, I did at that time ask God that James be ‘healed’ of his Autism. Looking back, I think that prayer was as much a selfish act as being a plea on behalf of James… Life with a son with significant additional needs was going to be hard; at that time I could only see all of the challenges and difficulties that lay ahead.

I soon learned, however, not only to accept James for who he is, but to love his differences, to celebrate the changes that he brought to our family, to our worldview, to our faith journey, and to how God started to use us. I stopped praying for James to be ‘healed’; if James didn’t have ASC, he wouldn’t be James, he wouldn’t be the same boy, he wouldn’t be the same inspiration to me that gets me up every morning excited at the opportunities ahead. If James had been ‘healed’ of ASC, I doubt I would have the same motivation and drive to lead an additional needs ministry at Urban Saints, to have co-founded the Additional Needs Alliance, to work hard to make life better for the one-in-five children who journey with additional/special needs. There could have been significant negative impact if James had been ‘healed’ of ASC.

When I pray about James now, I pray also for myself; I pray that I might understand his world better, to be able to support and help him more effectively, to be able to understand and help him to develop his limited communication. I don’t pray for James to be ‘healed’ so that he can fit neatly into my world, I pray that I might be able to join him in his world and appreciate it better. And in praying in this way, perhaps it is me that receives the healing…

In Luke 5:17-26 (read it in your favourite translation), a man who couldn’t walk was brought to Jesus by his friends. There was quite a crowd and they couldn’t get near to Jesus, so they went up to the roof, made a hole and lowered their friend through. What happened next is significant… Jesus saw the man, recognised his faith and that of his friends, and… forgave him for the wrong things he had done. The man’s faith, his eternal salvation, these were the things that were important to Jesus. He subsequently did heal the man’s legs, but only to prove his authority on earth…

So what does all of this say to us about what our attitude to healing should be? Well, perhaps there are three take-aways for us from what we’ve explored together:

1.     God is more interested in our eternal future than our current physical or mental situation. Perhaps we should focus more on how we reach everyone, including those with additional needs or disability, with the good news of Jesus Christ, than whether God is going to heal us, or our loved ones, in this life.
2.     Maybe we should think about our own motivation for praying for healing for others; is there a risk that we are praying for healing for a loved one because that might make our life a little easier? Would healing actually be the best thing for our loved one? What should we really be praying for?
3.     We should celebrate all that is different for us because of our journey with someone with additional needs or disability. Think about all the positive ways that our lives, our worldviews, have changed. How can we use these changes to help others, to be God’s blessing to others on a similar journey, to see God turn what we might have seen as a negative into a positive? And in doing this, perhaps it is us that receives the healing…

We’ve grappled with some big questions here, and pondered on some big answers… You may not agree with all I’ve said, and that’s fine, we’re all different; but keep asking, keep praying, keep searching for your answers, and let’s keep walking on the journey together…

Prayer:  Father, you teach us through your word the Bible, and through our lived experience and faith journey, that you love us; that you care about us and our eternal future with you.  You care about these things much more that whether we, or our loved ones, are healed or not in this life. Help us to know and share your love, to know and share your will for each other; help us to know what we should be praying for and how. And help us to celebrate all that is wonderful, unique and positive about each person we pray for, and through this let us experience the healing of our souls. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

Monday, November 20, 2017

My word against His

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I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.
Psalm 139:14 (ESV)

Recently, I’ve been thinking about seeing myself as God sees me. I confess that I’m close to clueless in that regard. I’ve used my own biased, inaccurate perception of myself for… a lifetime. Like most issues with perception, you see what you look for, so most of my biases and skewed perceptions have been confirmed by my own actions. As God has challenged me to change my glasses and see things from His perspective, I confess that, in this matter, I’m a special needs student.

Recently, J. has started communicating his desire to develop skills that he doesn’t yet have. Since my biased, shrunken self-perspective doesn’t extend to my son, it’s easy for me to see the potential for him, and to encourage him to work hard in areas that are on the boundaries of his current skills. His perspective is not as steady. Some days, he really wants to work on the skills. On other days, he struggles to believe its possible, as he is absorbed by the challenges of autism. Convincing him to try, when he’s feeling despondent, can be very difficult. I wish he would just believe me.

I feel the same way, a voice whispers to my heart.

Believing what we don’t (yet) see is the story of faith. I often remind my kids about what God has said about them, encouraging them to live up to what’s really true. As I walk J. to the school bus, and tell him that the power that raised Jesus from the dead lives in him and will enable him to regulate his body and control his impulses. I seldom offer myself the same gift, the nourishment that comes when I say to myself what God has said about me.

Let me start again today. I am who He says I am. I’m fearfully and wonderfully made (Ps. 139:14). I am a priest to God (1 Peter 2:9), a co-heir with Christ (Gal. 4:7). The Anointed One lives in me and His presence surrounds me. His plans for me are good (Jer. 29:11), to prosper and not harm me. His works are truly wonderful and all His promises are yes and amen.

Lord, may we believe what you have said.

Sunday, November 19, 2017

Stay Humble ~ #SacredSunday

When our kids have additional medical, social, and educational needs, it's way too easy to walk around with a chip on our shoulders. While only God knows our kids better than we do, we can become so arrogant that we scoff at the insights of doctors, therapists, educators, and even other parents. What if God is trying to help us through other people? Staying humble and keeping our own selves in proper perspective opens us up to Divine wisdom and sage advice from others that we may not have otherwise considered. For your sake, the sake of your child, and the sake of your witness, embrace humility today. 
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Friday, November 17, 2017

Practicing Thanks-Giving in Word and Deed

And whatever you do, in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.
Colossians 3:17 NLT 

Can you believe it???? Thanksgiving is next week and Christmas is just a blink away. I'm reminded by the verse above- that all we do — in whatever season we're in — we're to be thanking our good, good Father. 

Word and deed. With our mouth and with our hands. Thankfulness and gratitude aren't reserved for a couple of designated days each year! Sometimes the hardships and challenges that come with being a parent of a child with special needs can blur my vision concerning our many blessings.

I fight the "poor me," "life is so hard" attitude. Thankfulness in word and deed helps me defeat the "buying stuff helps me enjoy life more" lie. I especially have to prioritize at this time of year as I'm bombarded with ads and bargains before Thanksgiving through the night before Christmas.

Instead of ignoring Black Friday, I've decided to use it as the catalyst to prioritize our giving with intentionality. Thankfulness says, "I have been given so much, I want share my abundance with others."

What better way to teach Bethany to be grateful for her blessings than to help her put her focus on others in need and help her pay it forward? 

   So BEFORE the shopping games and holiday feasts commence, we make a Merry Black Friday List!s
We make a different list and check it twice.
We know we're blessed by God and we want to be nice.
Sometimes our Christmas presents are meager but fun.
We gladly celebrate God's Holy Son!
This year before lots of presents are bought or they're ordered
I'm determined I'm gonna do my best to pay my blessings forward!

Bethany did some extra chores and earned money. Then we went shopping! Hot Wheels, socks, jump ropes, and hard candy are going to fill our Samaritan's Purse Christmas Shoe Boxes! Just look at the joy on the face of those children! We packed 360 boxes at our church's packing party!!!

Ring Those Bells ~ All spare change goes in my purse or car to be given to Bethany or the grandkids when we're out and about. We just can't pass those merry bell ringers and the red Salvation Army bucket. It's important to learn that a little from many makes a difference.

Samaritan's Purse

I used to buy Christmas presents and then make a donation to somewhere. For the past couple of years, I've decided to make my Samaritan Purse Gift list for BEFORE I make my giving list for our family. This reins me in from impulse buying things just because they're a "good deal" that we don't really need. It focuses my heart on the true Spirit of giving.

In less than a minute of perusing the gift catalog, my heart was captured in the timeless truth — It is more blessed to give than receive.

As I read about children and families sleeping outside after a storm, earthquake, or other disaster, I thought about "what if" it were us? What if those were my grandchildren?
Two years ago, I spied warm, snuggly blankets for only $6.00 each! I quickly bought 11 in honor of our 11 grandchildren. Warmth, shelter... things we take for granted. Thankfulness for our abundance should propel us to give to those who have so little.
The next thing that made my heart beat faster was sponsoring a Medical Missionary Doctor!

Recently, our dentist had overwhelmed us with his generosity. Bethany was born without 6 permanent teeth. She just lost the last of her baby teeth and was left with a large gap on her left upper and a gap on her middle lower. The cost for bridges for Bethany would take us at least a year or two to save for. (Can you say not covered by insurance?)

Our dentist (God bless Dr. Markway!!!) gifted Bethany bridges and all the dental work to make her smile beautiful!  WHO DOES THAT? Count your blessings, name them one by one.

We decided sponsoring a Medical Missionary Doctor would be a great way to honor him and pay it forward!
Last thing on my Merry Black Friday Giving list? Finding something to donate in honor of our kids and their spouses!
It's so hard to decide!!! Providing care for orphans? Food and warm clothing? Clean Water? We finally decided on a gift that keeps on giving! Chickens and Goats. They not only provide much needed food, but help lift whole families out of poverty by their own work.
We've made our list. We've checked it twice. 
Our hearts feel full at such a small price.
Such joy to share, with those in need.
To do God's word in thought and deed.

Don't forget — Thanks-Giving is a Verb.

 Have a Grateful Thanksgiving that leads to a Merry Black Friday!

Prayer:  Father, open our eyes to see your goodness and grace in our lives! Help us count our blessings, give thanks, and make our Thanks-Giving both word and deed. In Jesus Name, Amen.